Blurts, Emo
Jan 8, 2008
Yoshke
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And Just Like That… I am Back.

Yoshke is back. I am sooo back.

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Year 2007 came to a close pleasantly. It was so good to me. In fact, it was the best year of my life. Years of resentment ended. Nice closures. New environment. New people. New business. New job. New achievements. New opportunities. New life.

2008 should be promising a fuckin’ wonderful year ahead. But right now, I am not happy. I look happy but I am not. I just feel so miserable inside. Something died. I wish I could say that I have no idea what robbed me of the happiness I had long kept in my hands. But I know exactly what it is.

Yes, I am back. But I left something in 2007 and I need it back. Badly.

The truth is, I feel like I’m on the brink of depression. Seriously.

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“If I were thinking clearly, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition.”
— Virginia Woolf in The Hours

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I am back.

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12 Comments

  • Ken January 8, 2008 at 9:52 am

    WOOT. Welcome back! Hahaha. :D

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    • Yoshke January 8, 2008 at 10:29 am

      Ey ken, so officially ay lumipat ka na sa wordpress, hehe.

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      • Ken January 8, 2008 at 4:15 pm

        I know. I loooooooove WordPress. Hahaha.

        This year would be a wonderful year for you. I know it. :)

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      • Yoshke January 8, 2008 at 4:34 pm

        you don’t know that.

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  • berg January 8, 2008 at 10:25 am

    Welcome back, Yoshke! akala ko di ka na babalik. Hoy anu ba yan, bagong taon and you’re not starting it right… ano ba naiwan mo sa 2007? i’ll help you get it back, may time machine ako dito.

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    • Yoshke January 8, 2008 at 10:29 am

      haha. gagu. sana may time machine din ako. haha. basta. i left something. SOMETHING ha, hindi someone. baka isipin naman ng mga tao dito, kaladian lang ‘to. haha.

      Reply
  • Abaniko January 8, 2008 at 11:41 pm

    Can you instead get two of that something in 2008? Go.

    Here’s hoping you’d be okay soon. It might just be a phase, you know. Cheer up!

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    • Yoshke January 9, 2008 at 9:49 am

      haay. sana nga phase lang. pfffffffffffft.

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  • Coco January 9, 2008 at 11:01 am

    Depressed ka ES? :(

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    • Yoshke January 9, 2008 at 1:20 pm

      baket? hindi halata? :P

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  • Aika January 9, 2008 at 4:36 pm

    something? e gamit na gamit na nga utak mo dito sa work e? hindi ka naman kulang sa charity…so ano? let’s play detective. start the year right with a smile, or better, by punching someone in the nose! wahahaha…

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    • Yoshke January 11, 2008 at 8:49 am

      i wish i could punch someone in the nose. makahanap nga ng masasapak. oh wait, meron na pala. hindi ko lang masapak.

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On May 31, 1985, tragedy struck when 41 tornadoes hit Canada and the US, leaving 76 people dead. At the same time, a doomed couple in the Philippines were having the best orgasms of their lives. Nine months (280 days) later, a healthy baby boy was brought into this world by normal delivery. That was exactly a week before Microsoft had its initial public offering.

Today, Yoshke Dimen resides independently in Mandaluyong City. He got a degree in Film from an overrated university in Diliman but is now pursuing a career in Social Media.

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